why do i do this?

Why am I posting? I have a million things to do its 10 pm and did I mention a million things? Why do I do this. I have just finished one fund raiser for the Weslaco Museum and now I am hosting another for the IMAGINE network. The Mission group that Dad and I try to do missions with, truth be told we end up doing more mission work in our day to day than with them. go figure. Well I guess that is a good thing. But now I have more tickets to sell, to the same friends, who just went to my previous fundraiser, and even though none of them benefit me I feel horrible and my face is completely broken out because I haven't sold any tickets and I need to. AHH and did I mention I need auction items?

AHHH why do I do this? Lord PLEASE Please hear me , I must sell tickets. Four down, 196 to go did I mention that the event is next Thursday? lol. I'm delirious. Must stop blogging must sell tickets. This is it. Seriously this is the last time.